Sunday, January 9, 2011
I don't really know what to say. I am feeling rather down. Lonely. Not unusual... just kinda unbearable right now. Which I hate. In the back of my head I know I need to push past it.. and just only DO what needs to be done... But I can never do what really needs to be done. Because I can only be frozen.. and if I thaw just a little I am paralyzed just the same.
I think I must be a awful person.
But I'm not quite sure how... or why...
But it must be so.
And I hate myself for even putting this out there.