Work In Progress

3:24 a.m. I'm Tired. I'm angry. Mainly because I'm tired and my boyfriend can't seem to keep his eyes open .... to finish feeding baby....
We have this weird thing , he can't seem to keep himself awake and I .. well I can't seem to fall asleep. And I hate him for it. I find him weak .....
Today was another F'ed up kind of day. I did get my computer. Yay! But the car (our only vehicle) went belly up. done for the count. D-E-A-D Dead. So we are getting another car (used) Blah. ubfortunately we aren't going to be able to get to work tomorrow. (ThankGOD we are self-employed) All the same I'm not super keen on losing money. Espcially when we have to make such big purchases.

So-o I am having one of those roller coaster things where I want to scream rant rave cry have a full blown pity party, (but I know better) SOOOOo I talk my self back up out of the pit of utter dispair. (breathe... its really not all THAT bad!) It will be JUST FINE.. just had a LITTLE ADVENTURE thrown in! Yay for adventures! Blah.

Ye-ah. Ahh Woo.. (breathing) I am blessed! Really I am ! I truely DO believe that. Just sometimes I buy into that whole fairy tale theory where its all suppose to be perfect. What FUN WOULD THAT BE? ;) Its TRUELY all about the way you percieve things... and well sometimes my vision get wonky, between "yeah its cool man, peace!" and "Why Me"? ****STRESSED*** ;) I'm a work in progress.

On another topic my Facebook started working again earlier today and then stopped this evening. Thou givith and thou taketh away....

:)Blessings & Goodnight ♥