Wednesday, July 28, 2010

A Million Miles

Four O'clock in the morning.... I can't sleep. I feel ... sad. Its a chemical "mistake" in my brain.. I know it, but I still "FEEL" it regardless. Sometimes I am... confused as to why some people are the way they are, why they do or say or.. feel the way they do. And what in the world did I do.. to be treated THAT way? My chest feels tight. I took melatonin,.. still unable to sleep. I feel forgotten .. nights like this. unimportant, forgotten...And what bothers me the most... is that I don't know "WHY". I just want to know "WHY".Whats so hard about that? The answer.. do you not have an answer? And if not.... then "WHY"......? I need to sleep..... I'm so freakin restless. Sometimes I just want to ... run. For some reason I'm to afraid to get up and do it.

1 comment:

  1. do it ! get up and run ! thats what i do when i cant sleep ! and it works and you feel like your doing something productive ! this reminds me of a girl im really close too, you write really deep and i love it, great writer. great post, you should check out her blog cuz from the looks of this you guys could relate maybe ? ha

    hers is:
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    hope to hear from you[: